So why is it that Owen sleeps his long stretches of sleep at the worst times? He sleeps four to five hours when he first goes down at night (but I usually only get about 2-3 hrs of that stretch) and another four-five hour stretch early in the morning usually from 3-7am but the other kids get up at 5:30 so again I only get about 2-3 hrs of that stretch. Frustrating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then in the middle of the night we’re up every 2-3 hrs. Uugg.
Speaking of sleep, our little Drewski is sleeping much better now. It was definitely the ear infections making him a lunatic that woke up multiple times during the night screaming/crying. Lesson for the future I guess. I feel really bad in retrospect that I didn’t take him to urgent care or the ER over the holiday weekend. It would have made all of us feel better getting more sleep and him not being in discomfort/pain. The last couple of days he’s slept an extra hour or more at both night and naptime than the other kids so either he’s catching up on sleep from the weekend or he’s on a growth spurt. The last picture that Eric posted shows how he’s losing his baby fat and really turning into a lean mean toddler machine.
Drew definitely is not the sweet little boy we once had. He just is 100% pure toddler. Don’t get me wrong, he’s still 100% adorable but he wears me out. Everything wears me out lately. Paige and Cole do not stop talking. Even as I’m typing this they’re yelling and shouting stories in my ears at deafening levels and will repeat the same thing until I repeat back what they said. It does not satisfy them if I say a one-word response like okay, really?, or yeah. They are SOOOOO LOUD 24/7. In order to be heard sometimes I find myself outshouting them. Uugg.
So Owen is four months old next week. I can’t believe it. Sometimes I look at him and still can’t believe he’s here or that I was even pregnant with him. Like it’s a dream and I’m like “whoa! who are you?” four months later…So he’s super active now being four months old. I was looking back at pics of Drew at four months and realized that Drew was HUGE and was already playing in those little entertainment center things. No wonder Owen is BORED in his bouncy chairs. Now that my girl J is with us, one of us usually showers Owen with attention. He loves it. He was kind of neglected for a long time before she started because try as I may…I couldn’t be everywhere and breastfeeding seemed to be the only thing I could do with him. Once breastfeeding was done, back in the bouncy chair he went until the next feed so I could tend to the others. Even though J is with us and she is awesome…I find myself almost crying when I see her playing with Owen because I feel like I should be spending that quality time with him. Then when I see her playing with P, C, and D I feel upset that I’m with Owen and not giving them the attention they need or the one having fun with them. A lot of what I do with them is mandatory yuck like potty, cleaning, serving food, bathing, getting dressed, time-outs. Stuff you can try to make fun, but usually someone ruins the activity and you want to pull your hair out. Plus, a lot of time I should be spending with the kids, I’m doing crap jobs around the house that are necessary to function. I just feel like I’m never doing 100% and I’m always letting someone down. I truly don’t know how larger families do it. I guess you just let go and know that as long as the kids are happy it doesn’t matter so much that you’re not always there for them as long as someone is. I think I just saw Kate say that on the last episode of Jon and Kate plus eight. So sad for them by the way. I really enjoyed their show and watching them because they really seemed genuine (plus they gave good ideas on handling different multiple situations).
Okay…got to go. I smell poop. This life is so glamorous.
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